What Is OCD?

This is a re-post. I wrote it when I first started this blog. Since I am a long time sufferer of ocd, it was extremely important for me to write this and show people what ocd is really like. This post was meant to educate and spread awareness. Since May is mental health awareness month I figured it was time to share it again.

First off, I am not a medical professional.  What you are reading is what I have either personally researched or have personally gone through.

I decided to write about this because I recently relized that not many people know what OCD is. Also, I have heard the phrase “I’m so OCD” about a thousand times. Usually by someone that doesn’t quite know the meaning.

I want to bring awareness and let the world know what it truly means to have OCD.

As most of you already know, I am a longtime OCD sufferer. So in my opinion, who better to get a finer understanding of the illness than from someone who lives with it?

Some people think OCD is when a person has to have things done or placed a certain way. They think people with OCD have a hard time when things aren’t perfect and are out of place.  They also think they wash their hands a couple more times than others do. Even though this may be correct, I’m here to tell you it is also much much worse than that. 

I’m  going to try and explain it in my own words, plain and simple without all the medical terminology. Once again, I am NOT a medical professional.

Ocd stands for Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.  Obsessions are unwanted thoughts, images, or urges.  Compulsions are the things we (someone with ocd) do to get rid of the thoughts.  These thoughts are usually accompanied by extreme fear, doubt, and guilt causing us to do things in a repetitive behavior.

To give a better understanding or an example,  an OCD sufferer may have a thought that something terrible will happen to themselves or a loved one if they don’t “tap” an object a certain number of times. That thought is so strong and so intense, they will continue to touch or tap until the feeling lessens or until it “feels right”. They can continue with this behavior from 2 to 100 times……or in some cases more. Others may make their bed a number of times. Some may need to wash their hair or hands repeatedly in order to feel clean. 

Giving in and doing these things is usually referred to as “rituals“.  Another great example is a mental compulsion.  Someone will repeat a good thought, a single word, even picture an image, over and over in order to get rid of the bad thoughts. 

Some OCD sufferers like me for instance , engage in these behaviors throughout the day.  The more I “give in” the harder it is for me to resist it the next time.

Anyone can get OCD, it does not matter your age, sex, or race.

Keep in mind that those are just a few examples. These are things that I have experienced personally.

OCD Sub-Types

There are many more varieties of OCD. From what I have learned through my own research and experience is there are different categories with OCD.  Some experience contamination issues, some struggle with health related OCD, there’s also religious, and even harm OCD.  Some of us have “good” and “bad” numbers. There are many more sub-types.  One may struggle with one form and others may struggle with all.

I know you might be wondering why can’t we just do things one time, or why can’t we just ignore the thought.  It’s just not that easy.  The thought is so powerful and extremely strong and very very irritating. 

Deep down we know everything will be ok,  we know doing something repeatedly doesn’t make sense and its not going to change anything, but the OCD tells us otherwise, and that makes us unsure.  OCD sufferers can’t handle unsure.

Some people spend a few hours and some will spend all day giving into the OCD or the “rituals”. It causes a lot of stress and anxiety in someone’s life. It can be extremely exhausting and in some cases even debilitating. 

In my case, my OCD is there all day. Meaning, all day I’m doing rituals. All day I repeat, repeat, and repeat, leaving me very tired and sometimes irritable.


In my opinion, the best way to treat OCD is with medication and therapy.  The most effective type of therapy is called Cognitive Behavior Therapy (CBT). More specifically, the best type of CBT is called Exposure and Response Prevention.  (ERP). 

ERP is usually done with a licensed mental health professional although some people like myself have tried it on their own, which I don’t really recommend unless you think you don’t need a professional.

There is so much more to know and learn. I just gave a small definition. If you or someone you know has OCD, or if you want more information, I highly recommend checking out the International Ocd Foundation (IOCDF) website.  https://iocdf.org/ as well as speaking to your medical provider.

If you are struggling with any type of mental health issues please reach out, speak up, and get help.  You don’t have to go through it alone.

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Just learning how to enjoy life with ocd. My mental health has been interfering with my daily activities for far to long and now that Im 50 its about time I start enjoying life and taking chances.

7 thoughts on “What Is OCD?

  1. Thanks for sharing this information because OCD is so misunderstood these days. People who are just neat or are perfectionists like to refer to themselves as “OCD” when that’s actually not what OCD is. A number of people from my family suffer from OCD and I’m always grateful when people put information like this out there.

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  2. “Deep down we know everything will be ok”

    I know right. You fully know this and believe it right up until the moment you try to carry on with your day!!! It’s at THAT point the courage comes in to enforce rationality, and once over the initial spike it can tail off quite quickly sometimes.

    OCD is something that is objectively impossible for others who haven’t experienced it to understand. Some things you can experience a degree of and then extrapolate, but OCD is a whole separate thing.

    Same with arthritis, until you’ve experienced it you won’t know how different it is to temporary pains like bruises or broken bones and how vulnerable it makes you feel. In fact I would say that arthritis is to physical pain what OCD is to anxiety. Pain and anxiety are just one symptom of a thing which is incredibly intrusive.

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