All last week I was stuck in a funk. Well maybe that’s not the right words but it rhymes and sounds good . STUCK IN A FUNK. Another word to describe the way I was feeling…..”Blah”
“BLAH”
I woke up and felt like there was no reason to get out of bed. There was nothing to look forward to. Nothing excited me.
I was feeling down. So many things were irritating me, including people. For no reason really, I was just irritated. Irritated with everything, but nothing specifically. I didn’t want to go anywhere but at the same time, I didn’t feel like staying home.
My emotions were everywhere, as if they were confused.
I tried to snap out of it. I tried thinking of something fun, something to make me smile, make me happy. But I couldn’t think of anything. My mind was blank and I struggled to find the meaning of something fun.
What is fun? What do I like to do? Nothing came to mind.
Nothing sounded appealing to me. Nothing gave me that excitement feeling. NOTHING.
So all week I was stuck in a funk. I did alot of sleeping. And I do mean alot.
But Then…..
Then my good friend called and invited me to a BBQ. She was having a “back to school” BBQ for the kids. I didn’t want to go, but another part of me did. So I told her I would be there.
When the day of the BBQ arrived, I didn’t want to go. I didn’t feel up to it. I almost stayed home, but I knew my friend would have been disappointed if I didn’t show up. Not only would she have been upset but my son would have been too.
So I made myself go. Once I was there my mood drastically changed. I enjoyed myself. I laughed, I ate, and laughed some more. I had fun. I enjoyed myself. I was surrounded by friends, delicious food, and happy kids.
I took that tiny step. I got out of the house even though I really didn’t want to. Because of that step, I no longer feel blah. Today my funk is gone.
I’m not sure if I was in a bout of depression or maybe it was the weather. Who knows.
But here’s what I do know…..
I do know that even though I feel great today, tomorrow I may not. Tomorrow I might be “blah”, I might be in a funk. And….. That’s OK. Not everyday is going to be great, AND not everyday is going to be bad. Each day might be different. BUT…….
I WILL GET THROUGH IT
If you find yourself stuck in a funk, please remember you are not alone. If you feel that your having a hard time getting through it, Reach Out, Speak Up, And Ask For Help.
Have a wonderful weekend
#mentalhealthmatters
Been there and it isn’t fun…I have started using meditation to help with that feeling.
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Such a great idea. I really should try it.
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I have a blog where I’m journaling my meditation Journey…I help provide ideas and tell what it is like to meditate
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When I click on your name it says your wordpress site is no longer available. Im interested in reading your posts, can you send your link? 😁
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Mymeditationjournal.wordpress.com
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I hate to be in one of those funks. I’m glad you got out of the house.
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Thank you 😊
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Getting out of the house can do so much!
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Yes it sure can 😁
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I really understand that blah feeling. I call it zombie mode and I really sucks…I’m so happy you got through it! It often takes that push to get outside of ourselves before we fan feel better. Good on you!
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Thank you 😊
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Pranayama and meditation would be of great help in this situation.
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I totally relate to this. I have bi-polar 2, which, thank God, is not anywhere near as scary as bi-polar 1. So, I love my happy meds and my Obamacare insurance that pays for them. Thank you for following. I look forward to reading more of your blogs. Please pop by my page anytime. And, good luck 🍀
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That is an excellent expression to describe my moods at times. So glad that a friend helped you out of it. I feel like I have been stuck in a funk for this past pandemic year.
I have had anxiety and OCD since childhood. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy helped but then found much greater relief with a low dose of Prozac that I have been on for 15 years or more. It is remarkably helpful with the OCD and I learned to drive (and enjoy it) after years of fear. It’s not magical though and I still have to work hard at beating this illness. Good luck!
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Thats wonderful you learned how to drive! 🙂 I do agree that Prozac helps but just a little for me. Have a wonderful weekend 🙂
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Thank you 😊
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Thank you Bill. Hope your having a great weekend 😀 😊
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I’m glad you got out of it
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Thank you 😊 💓
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Anytime
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I think I’m stuck in a funk lately
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I find myself there way to often. Sending you a huge air hug and well-wishes that you start to feel better soon.
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Thanks
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